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Hello Antenna

by Susie Asado

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1.
This Is My Address come into my house and see how I've arranged the cables wrapped in neat piles and folded the napkins and sorted screws and took a hammer to my walls and hung some pictures as if I had just moved in, but I've been -- living here for years and I'm not sure if I'm meant to stay I've been living here for years in a temporary sort of way come into my house and see how a door makes an entrance and a sofa a living room a bed a bedroom and a pillow and a blanket would you like to join me in pretending a home pretending I live here as I boil some water as if -- I've been living here for years and I'm not sure if I'm meant to stay I've been living here for years in a temporary sort of way come into my house it is a real house with a green floors and running water and a gas furnace to keep it warm this is no doll house, this is life-size this is a refrigerator and elec- tricity and china I have china and polka dot glasses they are from the twenties and they are not even chipped --I've been living here for years and I'm not sure if I'm meant to stay I've been living here for years in a temporary sort of way come into my house I just vacuumed all the corners as if vacuuming could make corners could make floors could make a room and rooms could make and an apartment and an apartment could make a home could mean I live here "this is my address" with a doorbell and a slot in my door for mail you can send me letters do send me letters
2.
Ancient History I the dinosaur returned to the city he is waiting at the train station his tail is suspended in the air and his story reduced to a skeleton he is waiting to be taken to the museum where they preserve fragments of things passed I wish I could take your bones there and arrange them the way they once were I would curate an exhibit on heartbreak a smorgasbord of carefully selected artifacts I would call it ancient history and let visitors fill in the gaps between a toothbrush and a pineapple between the smell of carmel and an automobile between a forest and a photograph of lovers attempting a waltz
3.
Another Geography you can brush the dust off your coat but you can't hide you've been traveling for a long time you can dance in the rubble of your broken heart but you can't hide you've been dancing for a long time so go and paint your face you will look pretty birds are watching waiting for the kill you might as well go out in bright daylight you might as well turn your papers in you can try and get across the border tell them that it's been your home for a long time you can tell the officer that you love him you can touch him with your blue eyes you can spill the contents of your suitcase on his table and why you couldn't make up your mind you can give him a lessen in geography tell him why Mexico is not in Mexico after all Mexico is right behind you Mexico has been sending you mail Mexico is the place you will return to Mexico is the place you've never been so go and paint your face you will look pretty birds are watching waiting for the kill you might as well go out in bright daylight you might as well turn your papers in turn your papers in
4.
Hello Antenna hello antenna the weather is pleasant even though it's winter and the ducks have to petal to keep the water water and their minds off the cold you told me that there is no such thing as bad weather it's not the winter that is freezing but the jacket that is thin you told me that the apple doesn't fall far from the tree and i wish I had your eyes because they are so very pretty with little black dapples with little black dots your father he was short and he had your eyes he was precise about everything especially chopping chives your mother liked stories about the royal family and she knew every detail as if it was her family and she made hot chocolate with real chocolate and she added sugar to make it sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet I hope you like this song because I could not find a proper present at the store I walked in the store looking for something suitable for an elegant woman like you I looked around found this and that but nothing that could match the tricks you've got up your sleeve you make water boil on a cold plate and you wear a tiger suit that could scare a lion out of his pants you know everything as if you had antenna on every roof top high-rise car train helicopter airplane and they're keeping you informed hello antenna the weather is pleasant even though it's winter and the ducks have to petal to keep the water water and their minds off the cold you told me that there is no such thing as bad weather it's not the winter that is freezing but the jacket that is thin you told me that the apple doesn't fall far from the tree and i wish I had your eyes because they are so very pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty I hope you like this song because i could not find a suitable present at the store
5.
Sao Paulo 04:11
Sao Paulo Sao Paulo is a big city, a forest of high rises stretches to the horizon, anxiety in all shades of gray bullet proof glass, the purse chained to the chair everyone looks suspicious and the food is so delicious shouldn't walk in the street but what will my feet do knock knees under the table that is not stable shouldn't walk in the street but what will my feet do they dream of the ocean and of a sky without concrete iIm staying at a fancy hotel on the 21st floor the view is spectacular, bossa nova in the bar everyone tells scary stories, in the lobby smells of cigar and modernist architecture, the wood is very dark the doorman's gun is unbuttoned, his finger is on the trigger we are drinking caipirinhas and my fear is getting bigger shouldn't walk in the street but what will my feet do knock knees under the table that is not stable shouldn't walk in the street but what will my feet do they dream of the ocean and of a sky without concrete politicians are running off with money and the woodwork in the lobby was once in another part of the country a lovely tree you could be safe in a penthouse with a hard working husband and a nanny for the kids, a housekeeper to keep the household great paintings on the wall collecting value as we blink but you can't leave the house, your legs look pretty in that dress we can call the helicopter, that's why we work so hard it will only take a moment and the sky will be ours and the sky will be ours
6.
Lily Bart 03:57
Lily Bart what if I'm like Lili Bart in "The House of Mirth" -- and iIm lovely decoration in a fancy setting in Manhattan in a fabulous dress in fatuous hat with feathers and the lover I'm seeking doesn't understand my desperation what if my end is doomed is written in a book already and there is nothing original about the way death comes oh that book wrecks me like no other the way you wreck me wreck me wreck me you are like that stupid Selden never ready in a study reading your life as if it were in the paper as if you were a fictional character as if you were a fictional character and you might ask why I regard Lili Bart as a foil -- seeking comfort in an old story with outdates social conduct etiquette mores and manners rules of another time and a fashion gone out of style and I might ask why I'm so hung up on you with your busy life your frustrations obligations indecision the timing is never right and it's never meant to be you can trace the story one misunderstanding at a time in the book it all makes sense and the suspense kills me like it kills her in that lonely room soon you might come around to having insights but you are only turning the pages of a novel don't you see oh that book wrecks me like no other . . . . well I made up my mind and I'm going down like Lili down ladders and hierarchies and I'm cashing in my money and if you still want me honey it is too late for I've left the country I burned the papers and I'm changing the plot I'm changing the plot I stole my smile from a poem written in 1914 and if you think that I'm your darling then you didn't read the lines in-between don't you remember what they taught us at school our futures where so very promising and now we are loosing our wits to seizures and seismographs keeping track of our tremulous insides our fragile uncertainties trying to predict the outcome of the story well I know my ending very well and it goes something like this: I have a love of my own and she's going to come for me
7.
Mexico 02:34
Mexico there is an act of sabotage, it is impending I have built houses on quicksand and ideas on the wings of a fruit fly we say the word Mexico and we don't mean it if a map could be the means if arriving the end waiting is one strategy, weighing the options another I prefer eating my food before it gets cold I prefer burning my tongue to saying the wrong word of which there are many and they all start with "y" these are the possibilities laid out along the side of your body we say the word Mexico and we don't mean it if a map could be the means if arriving the end the sky is ambiguous and so am I you never told me that there were earthquakes in Olympia I had been looking for a utopia when I was looking into your eyes not that I didn't find it there, I think I did but it's on the back of a bird flying south it's on the back of a bird flying south when look up I see the weather and that the way up is much further than the way down I could even say I'm already there
8.
This Is What I Did When I Got Home this is what I did when i got home from my travels travels to the West my suitcase didn't make it to the airport the rest of me got tangled in the clouds and those parts that made it are faded with memories of a complicated nature the trees and the ocean the ferry boats everything reminds me of your mouth this is what I did when I got home from my travels travels to the West I went to Tacheles to see Your Heart Breaks and met a man who called himself Karl Blau Blau means blue in German but it also is a synonym for "drunk" I didn't have a thing to drink but even so I'm not really sure how I got home home but those parts that made it are faded with memories of a complicated nature the trees and the ocean the ferry boats everything reminds me of your mouth this is what I did when I got home from my travels travels to the West I went over to Tomi's place for dinner and I ate until I thought I had a body and thought until I thought I thought and talked until I thought i had a story and laughed until I thought that I was happy this is what I did when I got home from my travels travels to the West Sibsi took me to the university and we attended a lecture on "cool" the history of cool is that it is a construct a sophisticated survival strategy when you're cool nothing can hurt nothing can harm you when you're cool you move up in the hierarchy coolness is a very male concept but I wouldn't mind being that poker face woman casually smoking a cigarette a woman determined to be free of the sap they dish up with the romance if only I could be so cool but love love love is cruel and I've watched too many movies and I watched your eyes eyes eyes and those parts that made it are faded with memories of a complicated nature the trees and the ocean the ferry boats everything reminds me of your mouth
9.
Super Hero 03:00
Super Hero today I transformed into a super hero on my red bicycle racing your time of departure you had left your ticket on my coffee table and I told you I would be right there I told you I would be right there and I handed you the ticket just before the doors closed and the train pulled out of the station taking you with it is barely six a.m. and I'm rarely awake at this hour and the sky is so dramatic my eyes are twice their size to grasp the circumference of what just happened my hands clasping the bikes handles my ribs embracing my breath from racing birds are flying low as if they are following me birds are flying low as if to steal my thoughts I handed you the ticket just before the doors closed and the train pulled out of the station taking you with now I'm alone with the city and with everyone on their way now I'm alone with my bicycle and its red red rusted now I'm alone with my sense of speed and my superpowers now I'm back home counting my knives and my silver dollars I thought I would go back to bed after my good deed but I couldn't sleep so instead I turned on the radio they had captured the bear whose been plundering back yards and they shot him shot him dead because he was such a threat to quiet sundays and to rose gardens to forest walks and to pink babies to old ladies and to polished cars and I keep thinking they shot my heart I handed you the ticket just before the doors closed and the train pulled out of the station taking you with
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Susie Asado 03:36
Susie Asado I have such a damn big crush on you but I'm probably better off starting a choir with all the women stumbling in my shoes who've played your songs too much and we would have a great time singing four part harmonies and I would get good playing the guitar every night i'm drinking too much tea, every night drinking too much tea and if you are wondering I am Susie Asado, that's the name that was given to me I have such a damn big crush on you but I'm probably better off biting my arm horse around with pillows and other house-hold-objects with multiple functions they've got multiple functions and I'll read Dostojewskij and all of Gertrude Stein words like "bobbles" will be sparks around my eyes a starfish in my hair and everything will be so literary because I am Susie Asado, that is the name that was given to me I have such a damn big crush on you but I'm probably better off in another room for I wouldn't want to end in a geographic mess if you did all but kiss me and I would surely miss the point of the attraction that perhaps all I wanted was to be like you and maybe one day I will be with a starfish in my hair and I will say "I am Susie Asado, I am all of Mexico and all of you if you ask me what I do for money I will open my portmonait and a song leap out before you've had time to tie your shoes you might fall in love with me now, but I will not be able to see you with these lights glaring in my face I only see silhouettes and I'll say Mexico is "pink melon joy" and that is the end of my set and in my dressing room I will think of you in my dressing room I will think of you and that is the end of that"
12.
Ohio Is Not In Ohio perhaps because of the "o" and the geography perhaps because it is a state as much as a place this is where I sit and watch the traffic go by this is where they serve tortilla like they do in Spain Ohio is not in Ohio it's a word you can see the "o" in my mouth Ohio is long ago and right here you can make up the map as you go at least that's what I've been doing with scissors and tape so my country of choice is down the street I've done away with the oceans between I've done away with lovers airplanes away this is not a riddle or meant to mislead you I have been diagnosed with a trouble in roots but I know i'm not the only one counting the days until the expiration of visas or the time of departure the time of departure to Ohio is not in Ohio it's a word you can see the "o" in my mouth Ohio is long ago and right here you can make up the map as you go
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Apocalypse 02:54
Apocalypse lemon drops will cure your mood they are laced you can trace the word to my tongue and choose not to believe it to my book and see that I stole it take love and turn it which ever way you want but I will look both ways before crossing the street with parsley in my right hand like a wedding bouquet i've always known that i would be ok. right. I don't care about mispronouncing cheeses or revealing my lack of background in wines I will take you even if your feet aren't polished I will take you for a walk on peacock island there once was a zoo and there were kings and all kinds of historical conversations about who would marry Spain and how the water would be divided -- divided take love and turn it which ever way you want but I will look both ways before crossing the street with parsley in my right hand like a wedding bouquet I've always known i that would be ok. right. now I'm counting my pennies and my ponies everything is plastic and everything is here to stay nothing has slipped my mind the way it should rain, we all know the earth is far to dry and I will prefer planets to countries I know soon there will be no where to hide not even behind a kiss with the curtains drawn and the lights out or a fade out and that's a fact -- and that's a fact apocalypse is the word on my lips

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"Hello Antenna" is the first Susie Asado Album. It is about Antenna, about the listening to the universe and hearing stories and sounds. It is about Mexico and the crossing of borders. It is about constructing a home and living in that construction. But most of all it is about becoming Susie Asado. Hello.

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released April 11, 2008

"Hello Antenna" was recorded and mixed by Phil Freeborn at Nuphobia in Berlin summer of 2007. Mastered by Bo Kondren at Calyx Mastering in Berlin. All songs written by Josepha Conrad.
Josepha Conrad: vocals, classical guitar and ukulele
Tomi Simatupang: electric bass, electric guitar, percussion, vocals (3), classical guitar (7), and GDR harmonica amplifier
Philipp Conrad: vocals (12)
Marko Hefele: violin
Valija Zink: accordion
Veronika Samartseva: artwork
Emily Smith: design

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Susie Asado Berlin, Germany

Susie Asado lives in Berlin. That is the band, not the poem. The poem is by Gertrude Stein. Yes, there is such a poem. The band is not a poem. It is a band. Josepha writes the songs. She takes this very seriously, as she takes the band very seriously and of course the poem, that is Gertrude Stein very seriously. ... more

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